I'm lazy.
Lazy to write anything here because there's really nothing much for me to say.
Good news.
I received a letter for promotion last week.
It didn't came with a huge surprise though. Rather, it's an expected one.
After working today, it made me realised if I could really last even till the end of this year.
Seriously, it's getting stressful, not because of the promotion, but because of the guests here.
A guest even told me today that he won't want to be in my position after looking at the situation we have in the hotel.
Come to my hotel this week and you will know. It's like a zoo or market, everyone queuing up, making a lot of noise.
No doubt working in this company has lots of opportunities for further progression because its so huge. But where are all the opportunities?
I did rather sit in the office than to face kiasu guests that goes 'i want high floor, pool view, early check in, late check out, non-smoking, connecting room'
They did be satisfied if I give them 2 of 6 requests.
And to be honestly, it depends on whether I WANT TO give you. If you have a 'kiam pak' face, I'm sorry, I'll only give you like 1 of your requests. But if you are like super nice, polite, then I can fulfill all your requests. I mean it.
Sometimes I dread work, especially this week where my schedule is like shit.
If you dread working, I believe thats a bad sign.
Maybe I should really look for other places after my bonus. Haha.
It's kind of disappointing when you hear your other peers earning much more, as compared to yourself.
I also convince myself that in this industry its like this. It's bo bian one.
Then I start to question, why this industry in the first place.
Then it boils down to many many what ifs........
I think if I were to resign, my manager would be super disappointed.
My sister and dad would be happy.
I might also be happy if I get a better guest and to not face irritating guests.
Oh wells, as fickle as I always am, walk one step, see one step.
To add on, I only had ONE meet up with my friends this year. (excluding the guys)
Or maybe since last November.
I think thats a really bad sign.
I have not been going out with my friends for so long.
I don't know what to say.
Maybe I'm emo tonight.
Maybe I have bottled up sooooo many things tooo long.
Maybe I need a break.
Oh wait, I'm taking a break in April.
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