Time check: 2138.
I am damn tired.
Slept at 3plus close to 4am and woke up at 8plus in the morning.
Project at Toa Payoh and i was hoping the bus ride to be longer.
Doing project from 1plus in the afternoon to now with 1hr break.
Aren't we hardworking?
But i think Dawn n I shld be leaving soon.
Soon i guess .
My eyes are closing. WAAAAAA
I'm going crazy singing loudly in the room.......
I just ended a short conversation with him. Felt like asking him a quesion, but i don't dare.
Anyway, i should get back to my project.
Time check: 2223
9:38 PM
$141.90 flew away today within 1 hour.
Wanted to go the Timberland fair to see bags, but too much la. Shoes were their main attraction and the whole place is so messy.
John Little at Expo was POWER man!
Super Power!
Intention was to get a backpack but ended up getting a pair of slippers @ $7.90, a swimming costume @ $9.90, undies @ $14.90, backpack @ $85, and the remaining money on food plus GST. Haha.
Within the 1 hour, my shoulder was breaking because of the laptop in my bag. Talking about bags, one of the bags that I usually carry nearly gave way. It could not stand the weight of my laptop so it was torn slowly. Luckily, I saw the tear if not ar, the consequences are unbearable. Haha. My ah ma helped me to sew the bag up, but I still don’t dare to use it.
My goods...

I got a shocked from what I just heard. ‘Omg’ is the only word to describe what I’ve heard.
Seriously, I was surprised. Really super super surprise man.
Next week will be a busy week as I mentioned.
Presentation plus 2 other submissions on Friday and after that I will have cleared a lot of things which means I gain more freedom. Haha.
You know, I’m always happy to receive his sms, because it’s very rare that he will sms me. Maybe his aim was just to apologise for not being able to meet up but somehow I was hoping the sms conversation could continue but it didn’t. Haha.
New list again.
I am hook on the song “superman”!
11:55 PM
Met Amanda yesterday at TP without Jason and Yikai as because they were not available.
Let’s see, we talked from 2plus till 7plus. Pro hur?
Ate at Long John which I haven’t touched for like a year and we wanted to find a photo shop, but it seems that there aren’t any in TM or CS. We walked and sat down at Mac eating desserts because we didn’t know where to go.
Actually the topic we touch on isn’t very broad. But we go into details of what we talked.
Coming to think of it, when she asked whether if I missed the times, I certainty do.
And I even told her something I had never told anyone before.
The guiltiness I had on something I should have done. But these are things that cannot be undone because these are things that had already happened.
She says that the both of us are stubborn. I agree.
I told her our form of communication through msn nick, she says it’s weird. I agree.
I told her I know him to a certain extent, but not too much, because somehow I know what his actions mean. Perhaps, I don’t know him well enough to understand what is his thinking now.
But there is something I know.
It will remain like this till a time that I don’t even know when it will come.
Anyway, I just came back from my German class not long ago. My first lesson last week was a relief teacher, and so we saw our permanent teacher today. She’s much better than the relief teacher and she’s only 19. Maybe I should apply and teach classes too. Haha.
My submission next week is packed!
ROM presentation, MICE, Financial Management.
Wish me luck! !
By the way, our classes had the same classroom for lessons the whole day today. In order to maximise the expensive school fees we pay, we made full use of the power socket, but still, it wasn't enough. Haha. the 2 adaptors were insufficient too. Pro hur? Thankfully there wasn't any trip of whatsoever. Haha.

Tschüβ! (bye bye pronounce as “choose”)
11:32 PM
Did i mentioned before that there are 3 ladies who are always concern about how i am doing?
Amanda, Anna and Lynette.
Amanda came to know about my blog just a few days ago and the first question she asked was if i am having depression. Haha. Other than that, she is also concern about my other half since she has hers already. She asked me a question. She is always curious or concern about J and i, so she asked if i was waiting. And of course, i gave her my answer. She's only one who knows the answer.
Anna. Hmmm. What should i say? Though she is 1 month older than me, sometimes i feel like i'm the one taking care of her but at times she will always advise me. Talked to her yesterday when we were out, think she's the only one who knows the details on what had been going on all the while.
Check your live journal.
Lynette. The silent one. Always keeping quiet but I know she is aware of whatever that is happening. Though i'm older than her, when i'm out with her, she's the one taking care of me. Haha. I know we don't really meet up often, because you want me to ask you out! Haha. But when we are out, there are always alot of things to talk about. Non-stop. =)
All three of them know different things about me.
One knows about J. The other one knows about the 'happenings' that is on going and the last one know the bits and pieces of both.
Ya man!
I finally meeting Amanda after a year. Guess the guys won't be joining us. Oh wells, we will plan another one ya?
9:19 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Met Da Ge after school at around 5 plus at Esplanade but the weather wasn’t very good though as it was raining. But still we got a good spot after the rain. The task for the both of us was to save seats for 5 persons. Haha. Chin Han came around 7 plus and off I went buying CHICKIN at KFC. Haha. Wa.
The queue too much, waited for 20 minutes then my turn and I order for 4 person. Haha. Was back at our spot slightly after 8 and there were quite a number of people there, thankfully, our seats were safe too. Soon after I return, Samuel came and then Ben at 9. I was damn tired sitting there after eating because of Chin Han and Samuel. Make me laugh until damn tired till the extent that I ask them to stop talking. Come some Phelps with butterfly kick and strike his winning pose. -_-. Samuel’s favourite man. Haha.
Pom Pom Pom started at 2130 lor. So late lor, but it was nice. Haha.
Headed back to Marina Square’s arcade to wait for Rong, and on our way there, the guys were crazy over the toy machine. Spent $10 or more on it can. But the entertainment value was superb plus there were some passerby who stop by and watch them play. The conclusion: a dunno what thing that Samuel won and he was so happy over it.
Samuel & Ben. Look at their excited expressions.

even Chin Han joined in. Look at the on-lookers behind

After Rong & JJ came, KBox was next.
The new playlist has the songs that we and of course I sang. Haha. The classic song is the only English song. Haha. Couldn’t stop laughing when I hear them sing.
Told me papa that I will be back at 2am++ but it was 3 when I left. Told the guys to carry on till 4am & that I cab home alone. They refuse. Stupid Rong don’t let me go, but I got my ways, BUT they still caught up by sprinting 100m to catch up with me.
Sorry guys, made u all leave earlier. 1 hour can sing a lot of songs you know. Haha. Always have to trouble them, pai seh leh. =)
The things that guys do at KBox. First, there were 3.
Note: They are all lying on the sofa.
Then came the fourth one. Thankfully, there wasn't the fifth.
Saturday. Wanted to wake up earlier to reach school at 9am, but cannot la, damn tired and I reach school at 10am instead. Haha. Surprisingly, I wasn’t sleepy during the afternoon finance class.
Met Nana at City Hall after class for my second Pom Pom Pom session. Had dinner and off we were to Esplanade at 8plus. Haha. Much later then the first session, and Nana brought a mat (for 10 ppl) to sit as the floor was wet. Haha. I prefer today’s session, seems to have more variety and maybe because it was Korea. Haha.
Anyway, have to do my projects tomorrow man. I HAVE TOO!
And I think I’m getting old. My back aches when I sit on the train all the way to Dover whereby I will not be able to sleep comfortably. Haha.
11:49 PM
A random post after talking to someone after one year.
Miss Amanda Lee.
Who is Amanda?
Amanda is the person the red arrow is pointing towards. Haha.
Hi Da Da!! I know u r reading. =)
Soon we are going out!!! Ya man!
Oh man. The pic is my NPCC pic 4 years ago, dated back 2004.
The arrows are the clique i hang out with usually.
Mei Huey is the one with the green arrow, my primary school friend but we were closer because of NP. But now, she is MIA. Haha.
The blue arrows are Jason at the 2nd row and Yikai aka Kai-er at the 1st row. One enlisting soon and the other one in Oct.
Think the last time i met Mei Huey was in Poly year 2. And for the remaining 3, it was last year.
But the wait is over, i am meeting Amanda soon. Hopefully if nothing goes wrong la. And maybe with Jason and Kai-er. Haha.
We shall update one another again after our msn conversation.
12:43 AM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
The past 2 days were loooong.....
Watched 钱不够用2 with my sis and Ah Ma, it was a ok show la.
Had my first German class yesterday too and i tell you man, I M SO TIRED!! Nearly fall asleep in class la, plus its a evening to night class, 7 to 930.
After attending the first lesson, all i can say is i am lost. Partly because i am not putting as much effort as i did for my korean. Haha. But there are 9 more lessons, so till then~~
Today is a looong day too with lessons from 9 to 5. Was trying to catch some sleep during the lunch break but somehow couldn't find a comfortable spot. Plus, i wasn't feeling very well because i vomitted twice. Haha. There goes my fish n chips.
Wasn't that bad after awhile though, and i was back to normal again.
Rest day tml. But not really rest day hur, need to do research research and more research for projects. WAAAA.
8:53 PM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Friday was the day my tear glands were so efficient.
I wanted to cry when i received the sms on the train but i know i can't because everyone will be looking at me. So i controlled very very hard, distracting myself to my notes and i didn't replied because i don't want to have red eyes in class.
Da ge's sms came right after that. The outing which i can escape from the problem for a night, and it was also the time when i will reply.
OO is the name of the place I went with Rurouni last night. Haha.
Actually I had my reservations about the outing, but somehow after much thought I still went.
We ordered a total of 5 mixers, 2 shots and 5 bottles of Asahi. But I drank one shot less and obviously lesser mixer la.
Didn’t want to go to the dance floor, but since all of them go then, well, I go too. Haha.
But I think I made them worry for me.
Have you ever seen someone dance, smsand cry? Haha. Think they were surprised, but I ensured them that I was ok.
Also, they have to watch out for me. All 5 of the guys have to look out for me with the frequent toilet trips (not initiated by me!), ordering drinks and going out for fresh air. They have to ensure that I am in within their sight or rather I just grab them when we walk out la.
Staying at the dance floor for very long makes you sweat plus the effect of the alcohol was really very good. Haha. Sit down on the couch with Chin Han watching them play pool really makes me want to sleep, but cannot. Sleep le cannot wake up.
Like this lady on the dance floor. Completely down man. Even the guy cannot carry her and for some reason Ben says don’t help. Haha. I also don’t know why.
Left the place at 3am for Lau Pa Sa supper and cab home in Mercedes. Haha. Guess it was close to 4 when I reach home and I had lessons today. Haha.
But anyway, thanks guys.
Ben, Chin Han, Samuel, Tian Wei and Woon Han!
Think you all missed out some fun with me around because you all didn’t go and find girls except *ahemx*.
Chin Han is crazy over clubbing because he’s having 29 days left. And so, please go enjoy your future clubbing at Phuture. Haha. =)
the Asahi models

the grp pic but somehow after adjusting the colours Ben, Samuel and my eyes look weird

my escorts somehow like my neighbour's bambi pic.

Oh, i got a new gate man!!!
NO MORE CAT IN MY HOUSE!!
And i am going to slp b4 10 tonight unless something crops up. Damn tired can.
8:24 PM
Again, it happened today.
How many times a week, a month must i take it?
To think of it, I did mentioned it 2 years ago.
The same person, the same situation and the same reaction i had.
I even post out the reason 2 years ago, but i can't now.
2 years. I've been taking it for 2 years.
Wow. Aren't i incredible?
What it happens, i will just cry.
I always tell myself to not cry over it, it's not worth my tears, but i guess it can't be controlled.
Why can't she spare a thought for me?
Or have she ever spared a thought for me before?
Sometimes i think, maybe i should fight for my rights so i won't be so miserable like now.
But i know there will always be something that will stop me.
Something that i cherish alot.
But well, sometimes i wonder, why must i think so much?
Maybe the other person doesn't bother about it.
In conclusion for the night.
Suck it la. %$#@!%$#@!
10:59 PM
Was out for the past 2 nights but I was home before 1am. Haha.
Met S Club on Friday after my class at our usual place. Paragon. Haha.
This time round we ate at Fish & Co., with the table filled with food. Too much la. the food too much, cannot finish up. Haha. While we were deciding where to head off after dinner, Yanni received a called from SIA, but somehow she couldn’t activate her pin.
So our next destination was her home and we cab down since the fare is shared amongst us. Haha. We watched the opening ceremony of the Olympics but we couldn’t wait for Singapore to come out because it’s taking very long and its late. Haha.
Our favourite place: Paragon
Next outing on Saturday was Yong Yi’s bday bbq, SIM classmate.
But I was out in the late morning to do my site selection for the project and I brought the street directory with me because it’s a place I’ve never been before.
Tanglin Village.
I didn’t take cab lor, I took the mrt then change to bus and walked 15mins to my destination.
It was damn hot can. Luckily I managed to find the place which was rather ulu and forested. Haha. Walked the whole “village”, and I came across Dempsey Hill which was part of the village. There are numerous F&B outlets there can and lots of foreigners. I walked for practically 1 hour around the area and found my exit route with buses that bring me to my next destination.
Orchard Mrt.
Met a few of my classmates to get presents for Yong Yi and Shermaine.
Rong called me. Haha. Sorry Rong, cannot accompany you watch fireworks but in the end you also never go. Haha
East Coast Park was next and I couldn’t watch the march pass and all on the bus man. Haha.
Took the helium balloon at ECP to inhale the helium gas. Haha. Struggled to open the knot, ended up Vian helped me to by using the keys to “saw” the balloon. Wahaha. Inhaling the helium gas was damn high can, the voice really changes and it’s really different when you are trying it. Laugh until cannot tahan, but there’re side effects. Headache. Haha.
When we arrived at the chalet, we were the female there because his friends are mostly guys and the females are all our class people. Our class stayed in the room most of the time playing Indian poker and another game. Forfeit was to drink the mixture of vodka, beer, sprite & 100plus. But out of the numerous times we played, I lost only 3-4 times. Haha.
While we were shopping for presents...
I don’t think I can really type out how I am feeling all this while because it will be read by people who aren’t supposed to read it.
So too bad. Haha.
11:26 PM
Bad day since the clock strike 12mn.
I was using the mp3 as per normal to sleep & I felt like calling someone to talk to.
But I realized there wasn’t anyone to call as it was rather late.
Nana n Ah Net shld be aslp.
Rong is in camp n as for Da Ge I guess he's in camp too.
Took me close to an hour to sleep and just as I was drifted off to sleep I was awoken. Whatever man.
I think I am too considerate towards her. I have tolerated it for years keeping quiet because I don’t want to make things worse just like the entry I told Nana to take off. But really, after so long and so many things that I have seen, and the way she is treating me, I think my tolerance level has reached a limit. It will just take something little to snap.
I wonder why must I go through all this shit while she can be so happy.
Why must I always think of others before they think about me?
And guess it will take time and perhaps if that day comes, I am not giving face to anyone.
I am already damn upset for the night and for whatever reason my Ah Ma just had to make it worse.
Something got over her and she wants me to keep my things outside when I am sitting outside. It’s just so unreasonable that I don’t want to talk to her. But by doing I know I am upsetting her and myself, however I just can't help it. I don't want her to see me in tears, I never want her to see that part of me.
Oh man, I can’t wait to meet my S Club tml and sometimes I wish January is coming so that I no need to be so upset every now and then. And she can jolly when do anything when I am not around because it doesn’t bother me anymore.
Seriously, I feel like crying out loud but I know I can’t.
I can only let the tears stream down quietly, just as it has been in the night and every now and then.
Anyway, looking at something lighter, the stupid cat is back.
It strolled in front of me when I was on the phone with Yanni 2 days ago. It strolled slowly and jump out of the gate right in front of my eyes.
Last night, it merely made its leap of faith into my house. Despite me sitting in the living room, if I was slow for a few seconds it will be in my house. Thanks goodness when I turn my head its paws were just clinging onto the gate if not ar, I think it will be landing somewhere near me.
Too much. Someone kill that cat please, thank you.
11:14 AM
This is quite a back dated post.
There were 2 P Group outing I didn’t post up because there wasn’t any pictures. Haha.
First outing was for Diana before she left for Australia around the end of June. The dinner at Waraku de Pasta was good because of the service recovery they had. Jin had a plastic in her food & they waived her item, plus a round of free desserts for everyone & they kept apologizing.
Walked around Suntec whereby Jin left and the remaining 5 of us Diana, Nic, Sam, Wei Jie & myself were at Raffles City thinking of where to go. Sam left so after and the remaining 4 of us headed to Kovan’s so called 24 hour HK café.
I still remember that the service staff there was very funny because of his hand gestures plus Wei Jie was imitating him as he took our order. Christina came down to join us after her work & we stayed till 3am. Haha.
5 of us at Raffles City

we are all so happy bcoz Sam isn't facing the camera

at kovan

Second outing with P Group was on 21 July to celebrate Wei Jie’s bday cum outing before he is enlisted.
Met in the evening and headed off with Jin to get his present while Nic n Sam lured him away. The 5 of us met at Takashimaya n ate at 拉面小笼包 whereby Christina joined us soon after.
Ended up at Starbucks whereby Christina headed out to buy cake and we really cannot finish the eat la. Too much & too full.
Talk a lot, take pictures & I guess we left at ard 11. Or rather I was quite sure we left at 11 because my mum called & she sounded angry. Probably because I missed one of her calls & also because I’m having morning lessons the next day.
the 3 of us, don't ask me y Christina isn't looking at the camera

grp pic during dinner

A
rich ah beng that from left: carries cash, smokes, drinks starbucks coffee, buys toto, listens to music, carries a wallet & owns a i-phone

wei jie's "sweet"~

in order to have full strength, we asked Sam the supoosedly computer expert to do some editing. But seriously, i think he can do a better job.
Oh man.
It seems like I have a lot of things to do you know.
What MICE test, PDP portfolio, projects, projects & projects.
I still have yet watched the 2 movies I want to watch. Haha. Probably next Tuesday & my language class has been postponed, which is not a bad thing.
I spent very long to settle this imeem playlist can. Apparently, imeem can’t read Chinese I guess & imeem always have some problem. Still, I managed to get the playlist which is a compilation of Korean songs from the dramas I watched.
I’m heading out for a temple dinner later…
4:50 PM
Happy Birthday~!
And remember what i sms you... haha
4:02 PM
I actually wrote a chunk of things la, but I deleted them away.
I’m a emo girl tonight.
I’m a tired girl that overslept 2 twice 2 days straight.
I’m a healthy girl that went swimming yesterday.
I’m a hardworking girl that is trying to finish my project.
I’m a sad girl that feels like breaking down.
I’m just a girl.
Wow. Sounds like a poem hur.
Title: Girl ~
Ignore me.
Anyway, I said I’ll post up video of 1N2D, so I’ll keep my promise. It’s just a cut from the show but you may not even understand the joke unless you watch the whole episode.
If you want to watch it, you can find it on Youtube or Tudou or 56.com
This is a cut of the show which shows the game between Lee Seung Gi & MC Mong, it’s not subbed though. The winning team will get to sleep indoors while the losing team will sleep in outdoors in a tent together with the snow. Both of them are amateurs in ping pong but I guess with the subs it’s funnier because you will understand what they are saying.
11:56 PM