Bad mood.
Emo mood.
Sad. Disappointed. Uncertain. Lost

Mixed feelings of what is happening now made me cry the past 2 days.

Firstly, was the internship.
It's a hostel in Zurich. Take note, a Hostel.
I don't know if it is a good or a bad thing man.
The bad thing is that afterall it is a hostel rather than a hotel.
The good thing is that the hostel has won quite a few awards.
You can check out the hostel. Youth Hostel Zurich
It made me very irritated thinking of what should i do or decide.
Part of me want to have an experience but part of me feel like going home.
Oh wells, I shall see how the interview goes tml.

Secondly, I just receive my result for my fnb grp work.
Lowest out of the 4 groups.
Very disappointed even though part of me expected such results.
And actually I am very disappointed with myself because of the results that I have achieve here.
None of the assignments that I have done so far got the grades that I want.
Putting in effort, yes i did.
Spending time to complete them, yes i did.
But in the end, its just not right.
Stress. Confuse. Messed up.

It's good that I will be out tml for the interview in Zurich alone.
A time for me to collect my thoughts alone.
But Johnson has been supportive when I cried.
Always want me to tell him what happen even though i didn't want to.

Somehow or rather, hopefully everything will be fine.