17/12/07–23/12/07
It was a bad start for the week on Monday. Friendship was put to a test because of one China guy here. I cried badly on Monday just before work man. But not many people knew about it.

I admit I did or I can say handle some things wrongly, but it was all for the benefit of her. Now you must be thinking who I am talking about I guess, and I think you all shld be correct, its Tian Chuang. How can I not be worry when she is out with this guy who doesn’t have a clean record and they are not out as friends, but as “more than friends”. I am in no position to stop her from going out with anyone, but it does make me worry. It was a bad Sunday and Monday I can say. Hearing different things from 2 different 3rd parties whereby they got their information from her. That trigger the action which I regret doing to a certain extent but still despite knowing the consequences I still did it. I checked her hp, ya, I know it’s a bad thing to do, but it’s the only way to find out who she lied too. And to know that she lied again really made me wonder why is she lying to the people who she WAS closest to when she got here and she told the truth to someone else. Is there really a need to lie?
I guess what Wesley said was right, I shld let go. Let go in a way that I shld stop bothering about her as much as I did before. And that is what I am doing now whereby it seems that she is doing real good without me around her.
Enough of her lies is all I can say. Sometimes I really really wonder about the words that come out of her mouth.

I didn’t came back for the whole night on Monday, so did Yanni and Wesley. Haha. The 3 of us checked in into a hotel. Actually I didn’t la, it’s just that I joined them after work. I didn’t told anyone about my whereabouts, not even Felix. Yanni and Wesley didn’t want the others to know about it, not that they are doing something bad la. But I know can le. Haha.

It is a lazy week for me I can say. My usual routine for the week is to sleep till 1015 in the morning and wait in the bunk for Yanni and Wesley to come down to eat in the canteen at 1030. After which I will go back to sleep and wake up for work which is either 1pm (singing practice) or 2pm (work).
Singing practices increased from 2 to 3 this week. We learnt some simple dance steps and get to look at our outfit. Man! It sucks la. Damn awful can! I shall take a picture of it.
Work was the same as usual, back to the afternoon shift. Checking in guest, copying the records, keying the information……

The five of us, Singaporeans, finally headed out together as 5 for supper. Gosh, it has been so long since the 5 of us are out la. The feeling is completely different when the 5 of us are together. We should do it more often.
Yanni and Wesley are off to Hangzhou, they did ask me along but I rejected them la. Because I dun want to spend some more money la. It is not a MUST for me to go, and I am not very interested in it also la.

And Felix is now my “protector”. Haha. He is protecting me from Seven who has officially stopped working in Gloria and has been smsing me to sms me when I end work. I refuse man!

24/12
Its Christmas Eve le!
Working at the plaza floor today for 3 days and today the 4 of us excluding Felix are in the morning shift because of our performance in the evening. Quite slack only. Nothing to do at all, we even fry our own eggs to eat and throughout the whole morning there was only 1 hotel guest.
We ended work early for our caroling practice. We had a final rehearsal, dinner and off we were to sing. Damn pai seh can. Imagine walking to the lobby in such attire with all eyes on us. We sang at the lobby, the atrium café and at the banquet hall. Didn’t think we did well la, but I still find it damn amusing la. Especially in the banquet hall, Jojo and Cecilia keep making me laugh and luckily I was at the last row. But overall I think it was quite fun la, we sang from 1730 to ard 1900.
Headed out for dinner with Felix at Ajisan and we went photo taking. Even had chocolate fondue at Haagen Daz. Shiok!

25/12–28/12
During the week, we moved from the plaza floor the business center.
In the plaza floor, what we usually do is to eat. Haha. We get to fry lots of egg to practice and then eat them up. One of the nights, the guest even ordered food for us to eat, can you believe it? The food was free coz he ordered it during the happy hour whereby ordering the menu items are all free. We were all damn full can. Haha.
We headed to the business center on Thursday and Friday and seriously there is nothing to do as there wasn’t any guest at all. And on Friday morning, Mr. Felix Kong called Tian at 0700 and she woke up me saying that Felix wanted to talk to us. It turns out that he was a little drunk and he dragged us to the other guys’ bunk, the smaller one. He nearly pulled Wesley and Yanni but I stopped him as they are working at 0700.
So why did he dragged us there in the morning?
Because one of the staffs who was very close to the previous batch of Singapore interns was leaving in Friday morning. He wanted to talk to us as he didn’t get the chance and also we didn’t head over to the banquet department for our training which I felt was rather wasted. We even drank a mouth of this Chinese wine which is said to cost ard 800RMB. Man, it made me whole stomach hot sia. But I wasn’t drunk. We talked for a while and slowly 1 by 1 were knocked off leaving me, Tian and 晓斌awake. But it’s ok that they were knocked off la, because they drank like from 11pm till the morning 7am.

29/12
Ya ya.. Its Saturday and we still have to work eh… coz we will b having 3 straight off days from Sunday onwards…we were in the service center aka the operator on Saturday. Damn boring. Just theory all the way I can say. The 5 of us were getting along fine until things took a turn in the evening after work. We were supposed to go out together just the 5 of us, to 金鸡湖, but in the end things changed.
And seriously, I didn’t want to go can. Felix didn’t join us. If it wasn’t for Wesley and Yanni I won’t even head out with them can. And damn, we were cheated. There wasn’t any fireworks or water show according to the security guard there but after quite some time, we heard the sounds of the fireworks and we were like waaaaa. Plus it was damn cold can, cold to the extent that my toes were numb and my nose was running. Haha. Runny nose.

It was the International Vulgarity Day on the 29th of December 2007 in China, Suzhou. For whatever reason, I started scolded vulgarities la. Maybe it is because I have bottled up too many things myself to the extent that I have to vent them out. I don’t know either. Wesley, Yanni and I started saying out a series of vulgarities la. I mean it. From the hokkien language of “CB”, “KNN”, to the English language of “F*** u”, and the Suzhou version of “Ma P*”. It is a rare thing to hear the coming out from my mouth in this few years and guess what, by saying these it made Felix happy sia. He wasn’t in a good mood because of his friendship between him and Tian la. So I told him “want to hear me say vulgarities anot? Only today leh, what you want to hear?” haha. He was surprised la, and I guess it did make him happy la. haha. So easy to make someone happy sia. Hahahaah.

30/12
I only managed to catchlike 2hrs of sleep for some reason la.
Headed out to the 网吧 and met the others for lunch, walk ard and back to the bunk to catch some sleep. All of us were dressed in the thickest as compared to the other days because we were going on a boat tour and the weather these few days are cold man. The boat ride turned out to be a bit boribg though, it was 1hr. We headed to 观前街for our dinner but it was already like 8plus close to 9 and we had pizza man! Damn full.
Supposedly, Wesley, Yanni and I were going to sing K, but it was still early like 10pm while the rate we wanted started at 1130pm. So we headed back to the hotel 1st, but by the time we reach the hotel it was the time for us to walk back again. Haha. We sang from 1130 to like 0345, pro ar?
Haha.

31/12
Headed out for lunch and met the others somewhere near the hotel. We made a rash decison to head down to Wuxi, the 4 of us because we couldnt get felix... we bought the train tickets at the station and headed down.. so sudden eh...it is a20mins ride away and we reached at ard 1645.. walked ard, played stupid games and shop.. we each got ourselves a pair of boots.. the 3 same boots, haha. We headed back at 2130...
Some things happened back in the hostel la and there are things that i really cant handle at all... most of them headed out to Scarlet, but didnt go despite standing at the entrance...partly is bcoz of the 50rmb fee and the other part is that i didnt felt like going though it was the last party of year 2007...

Anyway, happy new year ppl!
Its 2008!
Lets hope everything will be smooth this year......