I thought i had got over it...
But i guess i'm not...
Tears still swell up in my eyes...
Wish i could really burn away the picture,
or just cut off my internet connection...
Perhaps i still need more time...Anyway.. i'm kind of having 2nd thoughts for OSIP... i seriuosly dunno wat i want... at times i feel tt i shld stay n start sending letters to spore companies... but at times i tell myself its an experience i can nv get... ppl also say go for osip when i say i feel like changing my mind... i dunno... shall see wat happens... give myself until June to make up my mind... ya man!
11:11 PM